sometimes it's not really important to tell you what I am thinking now,, but behind my born eyes there's a mysterious story that I can't hiding for.
a week before , we celebrate The Easter to praise God who's already rise from the death and rise to Heaven also.
when I face many problem in life, it's push a hard situation to wake up and be a better person, which can't be like that person anymore. but.. the evil has many way to intimidate my mind and soul,, so I can destruct again form that feeling.
after I got a bad situation,, it's always more emotional with other people,, even though with my parents or my boy,,
but.. God already sent me a good friend,, more than a best friend,, which I can call them like brother and sister, who';s always support me. in this situation , should be encourage each other and keep studying for my final project progress.
I face a good day now., really-really,,
more better than before,, beside that . I got some email from my friend in the other world,, and I wish that you can read and understand what they said.
A letter from Mr. Asif
He's a moslem,,and I'm Christian,but it never be a border for us to be a friend. wishing all people full of Glory and Peace ^^
Nice to see your mail here. I am impressed by your behaviour to God!! I also need your prays. We also believe in Jesus, a great prophet by God. I have read many quotes by Him. We also believe that Muhammad is last prophet and no prophet after him. We love all prophets sent on earth by God. They were noble personalities and asked the people to be noble and gentle and honest and committed and love the true God who created whole universe and forbade worshipping dummy gods. Dummy gods cannot do any thing.
I love your worship desires. One should worship all the times. I mean doing good is also a kind of worship. Doing bad is going against the will of God.
You are right, rain or Sun one should worship one God. Rain or Sun , God is One. Low or High , God is above Skies. East or west , God is best. Large or Small , God is for all.
Pray for HIS mercy on me. Thanks in advance. I think to be a Muslim is easier than being Christian. A Christian life if he or she follows in true spirit is tougher. I know many christians here who are better than Muslims in practical life. So it varies person to person. So pray for me to become good Muslim. It is long discussion so I leave it.
How are your parents. I am proud of finding you. My only Chrstian friend on Earth. Great to read your mails. If you were in Pakistan I had liked to meet you daily and talk on all subjects.
Ok, Agni work more and smile. You have a winning heart.
( a mail I got at 9 April '012 )